Staring death in the face

It’s two years since my crash…….no time doesn’t fly, life  has been epic since…but that’s not the point.

There are many things I have read, experiences I have had and conversations I have had with an array of people in the last two years, (even one time when I was speaking about my crash to 400 people) that have brought me to the conclusion that on Feb 10th 2018 I started death right in the face.

I read something in the fall of 2019 which I really honestly do not know what it was now that 100% confirmed to me that I had a total out of body experience with death that day. As the truck driver walked toward me (even though I had blood coming out of my mouth, could not breath and was no doubt in excruciating pain from the multiple breaks in my rib cadge and scapula) I felt absolutely no pain at all, I have no clue what he looked like as I saw straight through him almost as though he was a ghost, maybe he was!

In that very moment, did I leave my body? was my soul contemplating death or maybe even life? I have no idea. All I know as I have said in the various talks I have done on the crash was that I thought to myself I have two choices, “die or fight like hell”. I knew there was only one….the fight began.

Even 2 years on its strange to think I stared death in the face and lived. But it happened and I am living.

I hope you are living too.